I hate days like today

Today I'm feeling all alone. I hate days like this. I can't get creative at all. I noticed this feeling came on when I got up this morning and only 2 people had welcomed me back to the jewelry list I've been on for years...but I signed off of a month or so ago to regroup and work on my projects. That's 2 out of 800, roughly. Not a large number. Tried to call my brother to talk and he didn't answer. Even the salespeople aren't calling today....LOL. Yep, it's a lonely day.